Used to love

I hate how you've made me feel so worthless.
I hate that you've got me questioning everything I held so dear
I hate the fact that you never felt as much as I did
I hate the tears, outside some random pub
I hate the memories because everything that used to make me happy now just makes me sad
I hate the distance
I hate that I saw something in us you never did
I hate that you said you'd never fight for me, for us
I hate that I could never hate you, because right now it would make this easier.
I hate that I hate because I used to love