Clueless

These thoughts in my head are confusing. Am I being pushed further away from who I am, or being guided to the who I should be? These things that I see are astounding. Are they blinding me or offering clarity? These feelings that I feel are seductive in their intensity. Is it an illusion or a dream come true? Are the questions that I ask, leading me to the answers that I seek? Or am I still just as clueless as before?

Replaceable

I can no longer deny my feelings. I've never felt like this for anyone in my life, that's how I know that you're the one. Sadly I know that to you I am just another like all the others, easily replaced. Regardless, I keep sinking deeper and deeper into this vortex of feelings and emotions. It hurts. Damn, it hurts. There's my heart in pieces at your feet. But its a pain I'll willingly endure if it means that I can be with you just a while longer. The helpless romantic in me thinks that maybe in time you can grow to love me, and realise that I'm everything you've been searching for. The cynic shatters all illusions telling me it's only a fantasy, and that I should accept defeat, and move on... Some day I'm going to have to let you go. Teary eyed I accept my fate. Some things are just not meant to be.