Delirious

I fall into the abyss everyday. Somedays it's a gradual fall and I lay on my back arms outstretched as I drift down. Other days it's a sharp descent that takes my breath away. There are days that I'm lost there, wondering what and why and I focus all my attention on ways to get out, only to find that once I'm out it takes only minutes until I'm falling again. Most days I want to stay there forever surrounded by all the precious illusions. I wish I could define it, I wish it made sense. But I can't and it doesn't.

Without you

See me.
Know me.
Teach me.
Love me.
Confuse me.
Tell me.
Shake me.
Hear me.
Heal me.
Encourage me...
There's no me without you

Rain drops

Come wash away my troubles, hide my tears. You never let me down. Look I'm laughing now, singing and dancing now. I feel renewed. I can start all over again.

Fire

Our eyes meet - Blinding light. Burning inside.
Your lips touch mine - Intense aching. Uncontrollable shaking.
Sweet caresses - Slow burn I never want to end. Vivid colours of blues and oranges.
A soft sigh, a gasp of pleasure - Flashes of reds, how I love the reds.
Tears of joy - These are the feelings you evoke in me.
Fire, my darling fire.

Unspoken

I want to explore you; Uncover the secrets your heart's buried deep within; Strip down your defences; melt you to the core. I want to seduce your mind, and pursue your heart until you're at my feet begging... Hungry for more. Needing only me, knowing I'll fulfil your every fantasy, make your every dream come true. I want to, I need to, I have to. Because it's you. I see your face when I picture my forever. You're my soul mate. The missing piece of my puzzle. Finally I'm whole.

Cloud 9

I wish I could describe this feeling. I want to stay up high on this cloud. But with each little reality check I find myself drifting down slowly bit by bit, a little piece of my heart at a time. And then before the pieces hit the ground, they soar back up with each little new experience. I keep gluing the pieces back together, because the moments of being whole are worth it.