Clueless

These thoughts in my head are confusing. Am I being pushed further away from who I am, or being guided to the who I should be? These things that I see are astounding. Are they blinding me or offering clarity? These feelings that I feel are seductive in their intensity. Is it an illusion or a dream come true? Are the questions that I ask, leading me to the answers that I seek? Or am I still just as clueless as before?