The Gift & The Curse

Facing the fire, afraid of getting burnt. Overwhelmed by the desire. Consumed by the need that's taken over me. My mind's a hazy mess of thoughts of you. But I will forget it. My heart feels like a volcano overflowing with emotions. But I will ignore it. Feelings, so many feelings penetrating my soul. But I will fight it. I ache in the pit of my stomach, as all the possibilities my imagination conjures up drives me crazy. But I will stop it. Dangerous yet safe. Engulfed completely yet completely grounded. This is how it always is with us; doomed to live an eternity falling in love, but never having a happy ending. Different life times, different circumstances, always the same connection. From the day you came into my life, its always been you, you've always been the one. I can no longer deny it, but I will hide it. History repeats itself, but I don't have the power yet to change it. Maybe next lifetime.